Sparkle!?

Time for a new cut

This picture has made me torn as to whether

 I should keep my hair long and grow it, 

or to have it short and choppy...

One day, I will fly

I love Paris in the Springtime

I miss Paris, how I would love to go back

I cry: when I get too angry and think about people I love in beyond awful situations
I read: a lot less than I should, I need to read Eclipse and SLASH

I love: my boyfriend and my closest friends
I rode: my horse about a month ago

I sometimes: forget that I'm not as bad off as others

I fear: mothsI hope: I have something unique about me

I eat: no where near as well as I should

I drink: hardly anything, and my kidneys bruise because of it

I play: music (from my ipod) a LOT

I miss: who some of the people I called friends, used to be

I forgive: Lexi for getting annoyed with me

I drive: myself to stay positive

I lost: my ability to care about what people think about me at 13

I dream: strange things, when I remember

I kiss: Josh a lot

I hug: all the time, they make me feel special

I have: the best family ever, give or take a few

I remember: my Pa, perfectly. Everyday

I don't: smoke

I believe: what the Native Americans believe (nature)

I owe: my boyfriend a hell of a lot

I know: I am not perfect

I hate: judgemental people

I wish: I could time travel with the doctor

My ex: what ex? I class my other 'boyfriends' as nothing to be fair, they weren't real relationships

Maybe I should: revise, I only have four weeks until my exams

People would say that I'm: more of a boy than a girl

I don't understand: most people

Life if full of: mood swings

My past is: something I cherish

I get annoyed when: people are late

Parties are: good?

Tomorrow: may never come, so no regrets

Never in my life have I: smoked weed

When I was younger, I: ate cat food... I was curious

When I'm nervous: I play with my hands and bite my nails

When I was 5: I was fully convinced I could fly

My life is not complete without: Josh

If you visit my home town: you're very likely to get shot, mugged or stabbed

I once dreamt that: there was dinosaurs at a park near my Dad's house, and thought it was real
The world could do without: over paid footballers
And, by the way: I've been horse riding since I was five, I'm sixteen now :)

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FENIX FIRE

Take a look, my boyfriend is the drummer (in the photo at the top, the one looking up with lighter hair) They supported Glamour of the Kill at Rock City, in Nottingham on April 10th

it was a SICK night!

Every time I look at you, think about you or even say your name, I wonder where the years went... The years of so called fun, when you acted like you cared, when you would actually look me in the eye and kiss me goodnight. I guess you changed. I guess I did too. It's too late for any apologies now, my decision has been made.

Audrey Kitching, give me your wardrobe!

My heart would be forever in your hands

People don't change, when you try to explain, it's the last thing they want to hear

Yesterday, everything reminded me off being younger. I was laying with Josh and his t-shirt smelt just like my mamma's towels, and reminded me off when I would sit and talk to my Pa while he was in the bath. Her soap smells perfect. There is no other word to describe that smell, or her. My Mamma is remarkable and I have so much respect for her. Josh smelt like it again today, all I could do was hold his top tight, smile and repeatedly smile to myself. When I went in the shower, the body wash we had, smelled just like what I used when I was a kid, in the bath at my first house. I loved that house, and every time we drive past it, on the way to my Dad's, I can't help but look at it.



Yesterday was just generally good. Lexi and Dan came round, to pick up a card I'd made for Dan to give his girlfriend, while Josh was at mine, and we sat in my room, laughed around and I sang whilst they played guitar. We went to Joe's to say Hi, and then me and Lexi walked back to mine, had a cup of tea and stood round the fire in my garden. I love Lexi, he's a great friend.

I love my friends, and by that I mean people I can rely on.

Spread your wings
Open your heart
*my own photo*

Kitty Kats

This is only 4 out of the 9 cats that my friend Sian owns, she's a bit crazy; maybe like the woman off The Simpsons who washes her cats in the river? But her being crazy or not doesn't doubt that these kitty kats are adorable

things can always get better
but things are always good

realising you have some shit friends
makes you realise some of the best ones you have