Take me back to Paris, to the Eiffel Tower, when I felt like nothing was troubling me. 

Take me to Cornwall so I can sit by the shore and let my troubles wash away with the tide.

Take me back to my childhood, when all I cared about was having flashing shoes.

My dad brought me a t-shirt back from Cyprus, saying "every day I'm forced to add another person on my list of people that piss me off" which is perfect for how I feel at the moment. Every week, I seem to be drifting away from people that I used to be best friends with, and I hate it! I'm sick of being sold out for drugs! As soon as they come into the picture, they forget who I am. I've lost two best friends to drugs to be honest, and when I talk to them now, it's like they're strangers. People sometimes think I'm drifting away because I'm always with Josh, but news flash everyone, I'm with him because I love him and if you don't like to see me happy, you're not worth my time. Secondly, I'm with him 24/7 because nobody else seems to want me around, so I have to be around someone, I hate to be alone. Don't think that you have me all figured out (that I'm obsessed with him and don't care about you) because I'm alot more complicated than you or I would like to believe.

I remember when we were both having our problems, we thought things would never sort out but they did. When it seemed like the situation would get worse, we sorted out heads out. I'm glad we screamed in each other's faces that night, with tears streaming down our faces. But it still kills me that you did it one day because of stupid, useless me. You really are one of my best friends, Lauren, I really mean that from the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry.

YES PLEASE!

I used ta do a little but a little wouldn't do

So the little got more and more

I just keep tryin' ta get a little better

Said the little better than before

(p.s I do know Mr. Brownstone isn't about Jack)