My dad brought me a t-shirt back from Cyprus, saying "every day I'm forced to add another person on my list of people that piss me off" which is perfect for how I feel at the moment. Every week, I seem to be drifting away from people that I used to be best friends with, and I hate it! I'm sick of being sold out for drugs! As soon as they come into the picture, they forget who I am. I've lost two best friends to drugs to be honest, and when I talk to them now, it's like they're strangers. People sometimes think I'm drifting away because I'm always with Josh, but news flash everyone, I'm with him because I love him and if you don't like to see me happy, you're not worth my time. Secondly, I'm with him 24/7 because nobody else seems to want me around, so I have to be around someone, I hate to be alone. Don't think that you have me all figured out (that I'm obsessed with him and don't care about you) because I'm alot more complicated than you or I would like to believe.