Day One

Write about a friend: 

I saw Vicky and Becky in New Look today (they're twins, so counts as one person aha)

It made me remember that I actually miss them a lot.

Becky was my best friend in year 6 and we used to go swimming, once a week, when we moved to different secondary schools. We always were partners for the Beaumanor Hall trip. We played hide and seek in some huge cellars and we only had 3minutes to hide, before the lights went off! 

I was never as close to Vicky as I was to Becky, but I know she's so lovely!

They're both so pretty and caring, they haven't changed at all.

I'm going to make an effort to see them a bit more now :)

Je T'aime ♥

I really want some skate shoes because Josh is teaching me to skateboard.
It's gonna take me forever to learn... it's so scary!

I love these Supras (even though they're mens):



Or maybe some Etnies?:









DEFFO GETTING SOME AFTER MY HOLIDAY! :D

I found this on a blog I follow, check it out: itskimskuxx.blogspot.com/
I thought it was pretty sweet and it'll give me something to do when I get back from my holiday :)


•Day 01 — Write something about a friend of yours (include a photo)
•Day 02 — a book you remember reading when you were little
•Day 03 — Your favorite television program
•Day 04 — Write something about another friend (include a photo)
•Day 05 — Your favorite quote
•Day 06 — write a memory you miss
•Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
•Day 08 — a song you can listen to on repeat for hours
•Day 09 — you idol
•Day 10 — A photo of you from your past
•Day 11 — a band you love
•Day 12 — something you hate
•Day 13 — a singer you listen to a lot
•Day 14 — your first school
•Day 15 — write something about a friend of the opposite sex (include a photo)
•Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
•Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
•Day 18 — who you were with today
•Day 19 — A photo not many people have seen of you
•Day 20 — Your day, in great detail
•Day 21 — your favourite food
•Day 22 — someones tumblr you like looking at
•Day 23 — A YouTube video
•Day 24 — a photo you have taken that makes you laugh
•Day 25 — someone who inspries you
•Day 26 — a group photo
•Day 27 — wite something about a friend (include a photo)
•Day 28 — your birthdate
•Day 29 — your dream lastnight
•Day 30 — your day in detail

Prom was alright, crap venue though!!
My dress was so nice, my Mamma did an amazing job of it! (the black one)
everyone looked so lovely, 
I'm happy Steph won prom queen, she looked stunning.
My feet still ache.


P.s, I didn't post anything about MJ, rest in peace :(

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go 
♥ ♥ ♥

beauty is only skin deep.





http://operationbeautiful.com/change-the-way-you-see/

I appreciate people who are proud to be English, but I know that the majority of people will soon lose their pride when we don't win. Personally, I hate football. I've never liked it, it just makes me angry that they're people in the world starving but these footballers are sold to other teams for £80million. Money can be spent much better. Also, footballers don't save lives but the people that do (such as doctors and firemen) earn nothing compared to what men do for kicking around a football.

I love that they're England flags flying everywhere, but I know that we'll either get told to take them down, or take them down anyway, after the world cup.

I heard 4 year-olds chanting "ENGLAND ENGLAND" but they have no idea why, it winds me up how every body follows football from a young age because it seems the right thing to do, because everyone else is wrapped up in it too.

This is not against the people that genuinely do like football or who are proud of England, because I'm proud, it's purely my opinion.

It's the anniversary of my Grandpa's death, today. I feel a bit stronger than last year, but it's still difficult. 

Pa, I miss you.

I don't want to be alone, I want to be left alone- Audrey Hepburn ♥

I hate it when a girl gets a boyfriend and calls herself their "girl", for example, if I was called "Josh's girl". Are you no longer yourself then, do you lose your identity or something? Are you just theirs, like a possession? HELL NO!

 you make me feel so alive 

Take me back to Paris, to the Eiffel Tower, when I felt like nothing was troubling me. 

Take me to Cornwall so I can sit by the shore and let my troubles wash away with the tide.

Take me back to my childhood, when all I cared about was having flashing shoes.

My dad brought me a t-shirt back from Cyprus, saying "every day I'm forced to add another person on my list of people that piss me off" which is perfect for how I feel at the moment. Every week, I seem to be drifting away from people that I used to be best friends with, and I hate it! I'm sick of being sold out for drugs! As soon as they come into the picture, they forget who I am. I've lost two best friends to drugs to be honest, and when I talk to them now, it's like they're strangers. People sometimes think I'm drifting away because I'm always with Josh, but news flash everyone, I'm with him because I love him and if you don't like to see me happy, you're not worth my time. Secondly, I'm with him 24/7 because nobody else seems to want me around, so I have to be around someone, I hate to be alone. Don't think that you have me all figured out (that I'm obsessed with him and don't care about you) because I'm alot more complicated than you or I would like to believe.

I remember when we were both having our problems, we thought things would never sort out but they did. When it seemed like the situation would get worse, we sorted out heads out. I'm glad we screamed in each other's faces that night, with tears streaming down our faces. But it still kills me that you did it one day because of stupid, useless me. You really are one of my best friends, Lauren, I really mean that from the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry.

YES PLEASE!

I used ta do a little but a little wouldn't do

So the little got more and more

I just keep tryin' ta get a little better

Said the little better than before

(p.s I do know Mr. Brownstone isn't about Jack)

I will never forget you, I promise.

If drugs are all you have in life, to keep you happy... you're better off dead in my opinion.

I drew this the other day, it's not amazing but it's alright. Thought I'd share it  with you guys :)

www.learnsomethingeveryday.co.uk/

Why do people feel the need to get involved with my relationship, or anyone else's  for that matter? It's their relationship so leave them to it. You can keep trying to split me and Josh up with your stupid little rumours (which is all they are) about us cheating on each other because we both know we haven't. I wouldn't be with him if I wanted other people as well, I'm not evil or a player, so let my relationship continue to be perfect without all of you lifeless people trying to ruin it. Thankyou!

I actually I like this picture of me, it shows my new ankle bracelet :)

If only I didn't chop part of my head off....

I absolutely love tattoos on women. 

People say they're masculine,  but I disagree.

They can be classy and meaningful, not tatty. 

I think our generation will be more accepting towards tats anyway.

I prefer them when they have a meaning or memory.

I want to get tattoos to mark the milestones in my life,

like as a memorial to my Pa, to show what I love and have achieved.

People should accept people whether they're covered in tattoos or not,

it's their choice so let them get the fuck on with it.

It's my ambition to become a tattooist, if I put my mind to it

I can achieve anything. Nothing is impossible.

Then everything was okay. It was like it didn't really happen. I still hate him, I have every reason to. But what matters is that every thing is back to normal between us.

I envy my uncle Jamie, he said Nirvana were the best band he's ever seen live.

I would do anything to see them. I'd also do anything to see Guns 'N Roses (original line up), Motley Crue and Blink 182. I wouldn't mind seeing Heaven's Basement, Papa Roach, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Rise Against, Anti-Flag, Eminem, Blondie, 36 Crazy Fists, Il Nino or The Beatles ♥

Axl sprints and still hits the notes, bang on!

Nice shorts ;)

P.s I would rape Slash so hard

I feel like I'm suffocating

Everyone is looking at me

They won't turn their heads away

I can hear them whispering 

"Look at her"

There's nothing different about me

We're all equal

But you all still stand there

Reaching and clawing out at me

I don't want to be alone

I just want to be left alone

I feel like I can't breath

I can't be myself

I want to do stupid things

I want to never look back

I want to not give a fuck

I want to get into fights

I want to be exciting
I want to be jaw-dropping
I want to be spontaneous
I want to be sexy
I want to be outrageous
I want to be loved
I want to be wonderful
I want to be gorgeous
I want to be adventurous
I want to be noticed
I want to be wanted


please, pretty please

the greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return

When I find myself in times of trouble,
Mother Mary comes to me, 
Speaking words of wisdom,
Let it be.

There was a storm lastnight, 
so we danced in the rain
♥

I want a wabbit or a kittykat

I 
want 
a 
beautiful
body.

I found this on Lookbook, I think it's one of the cutest photos I've seen in a while :)